Which Way Do I Go?

As many of you know we have been trying to finalize Hannah's adoption for the last 9 years. And my head knowledge tells me God is faithful and He already has a solution for this problem. So why can't I get my heart to come in line. Sunday our pastor preached about Gideon and how to deal with the problems in your life. Today my devotion talked about asking God for direction and not giving into the temptation to take matters into our own hands. Now, I really believe I have given this over to God and have not actively pursued a lot of solutions on my own (since I don't even have a clue as to where to start), but I still find myself thinking, "Nine years is an awful long time." I know that each day, month, and year that she is here is a blessing,and most days I can live with that. But today, I am tired and ready for something to be done. So much for resisting temptation. I know that God has a plan and a purpose, but I really wish He would reveal the direction I should go.